Current Residence: Pointlessness|
Favourite genre of music: Well Done
Favourite style of art: Reality
Personal Quote: I see. I think. I realize. I rebel.
Exactly"I will write out my feelings on a post-it note,Exactly by GwenisRayGod
to tell you exactly what exactly is,
to show you that maybe is just maybe,
and that you aren't you anymore,
Then post it: 'I'm sorry. This isn't simple.'
Then, maybe, you, will know exactly."
I wrote this on a night that mattered,
and found it on a night when it's subject was lost,
just to find that post-it was for me.
Eleven This Mind Wants to Say1. I'm not much of a fan of pretending, but I'd forever pretend for you. Because I'm afraid that if you knew anything--just anything, you'd walk away and I'd much rather remember your satisfied smiling face than to see the back of your head in a down cast glance.Eleven This Mind Wants to Say by GwenisRayGod
2. I didn't go because I told myself I was busy doing other things. You were a sliver of something that changed my life and I couldn't even make it to your funeral. I'm sorry--but I guess I'll always just be too busy to say those things.
3. I wish I could give you a warning sign, because each day I feel myself doing something horrible to you. Sometimes I look in your eyes and I think you know I have the power to destroy. And sometimes I want to do something horrible so you can hate me, like I have hated you, because it's so much easier to sleep hating someone who hates you. So does that make me a monster? I don't know. But someday I just really want you to know that I really do Thank You.
4. You were my crutch. You were my exc